From worse to better

Today I came home early from school! Everything was very overwhelming and I just realized that I didn't want to deal with it anymore. It became a GREAT day after that! I did much needed laundry, watched relaxing movies, played some basketball, listened to romantic music and did no homework whatsoever. Both movies that I watched (yes, i admit to watching two movies in one day) were both filled with "daddy/daughter relationships." Needless to say, I was in tears for most of the time. I wish I was a better daughter, sister, friend and student... yet I always seem to step back and not put forth all that needed energy. What is wrong with me? I have to solve that out! Don't you worry..............