Silence leads to Prayer

Someone super amazing posted this photo above.

I have been thinking of it over and over and over again.

"If this isn't your castle,

you're not my prince..."

I love this photo.

Because

#1) I don't think who I was in High School is who I truly am. 

(BiG shocker right?)

#2) I love color, but I love simplicity and darker shades.

I LoVE to be happy/joyful and friendly.

BUT. 

I love to be quiet and still and .. quiet.

Mother Teresa once said: Silence leads to prayer.

I need prayer.

PRAY FOR ME.

Cause this isn't what I thought.

AT ALL.

Word Barf.

There is so much on my mind that i seriously don't know where to start.

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In case you didn't see my previous post, I'm moving to Boston.

I need to pack/clean out everything/pack some more.

I need to get my wisdom teeth taken out.

I need to buy my airline ticket.

I need to bribe my Dad to buy it for me.

I need to say good-bye to everyone.

I need to cry about leaving.

Cause I haven't yet, and it feels like it's stuck inside me.

Weird, I know.

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I'm such an addictive personality. 

I seriously wonder what is wrong with me at times...

The Bachelorette, Psych, Monk, Lie to me, Quantum Leap.. 

You name it, I've been addicted.

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Levi left this morning/afternoon for the MTC.

I'm SUPER proud of him, but sad that he'll be gone.

BUT! Before he left, we got to go to the temple and he confirm/baptized me!

I have always loved going to the temple with him.

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I LOVE TO LAUGH.

Everytime I can make someone laugh, or visa versa, my WHOLE day is 100x better.

I made my grandma do the "snort" laugh (you know what i'm talking about?)

and I loved it! I miss her a TON.

Even if she doesn't want me to marry a Mexican or black man.

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My friends are amazing.

Every single one.

I am overly blessed.

Sometimes I wonder, "Would I be MY friend if I wasn't me?"

Does that make sense?

Every part of my personality can come to life with different individuals!

My Psych Buddy.

My Teacher of Greatness.

My All-Day-Everyday-and-Still-Loving-it Sister.

My Secret Lover. (you know who you are..Mykaka)

I am just SOOOOOOO grateful for my friends.

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Thanks everyone.

Advancing...

So much change.

differences.

revolutions and transformations.

1st off.

I'M MOVING TO BOSTON, MASSACHUSETTS.

Or just west of it, in a little town called Natick.

I will be a Nanny Part-Time, and need to find another job out there!

I'm soooooo excited for this missionary/worldy/romantic experience!

I'm so oober blessed!

2nd thing on my mind.

BEST FRIEND GOING ON MISSION.

What do most people do when their best friend leaves them for two years?!

3rd thing.

MY ENTIRE WORLD IS CHANGING.

When Elder.Pants leaves,

Then goes Kay Kay to the far off unknown.

Then Netty to school!!

I don't know if I can handle all this.. CHANGE

But I'm trying.

Anything is possible as long as God's on your side.